Vortex Infinium

Well, damn. I had some great plans about getting a new domain + webspace from certain host. It had tons of positive feedback and wasn't expensive and all...

But...

Now the company was apparently bought by another... and got united with certain crappy web hosting company. And from what I've heard, their services seem to be down ATM. (?)
-> Thus, there is absolutely NO point in buying a domain/hosting from them now.

... I suppose I got lucky for not ordering anything before this happened. But, it's still quite annoying... Especially since this means I probably will never be able to change hosts, they were pretty much the only not-insanely-expensive one around. I cannot afford to pay ~100e/year for something that's not absolutely mandatory after all. Oh well, I'll dig up something else sooner or later...

Randomly, I enjoy being up at inhuman hours. After all, it's far much easier to control my sleeping this way... I mean, I'd sleep until noon in any case, so at least now I'm getting something done.

Besides that, second year of torture school finished! Sort of. I still need to send couple of reports, but then I can rest for a while. Since I'm so damn awesome and didn't get a summer job.

I regret taking the immunology course SO MUCH! I give up. I do have limits too, and enough is definitely enough.

Am NOT taking the pharmacology course for next semester, no matter how interesting it might sound. And no matter how much I hate laboratory working, I have to admit I prefer even that to the insane amounts of reading one needs to do in order to pass his tests, argh.

...I wonder if it's fine if I study only the first half...

Why must everything be so damn complicated. I need a vacation. A long one would be preferable.

I hate spring.

I believe I failed that biochemistry test because I didn't complain enough about it beforehand. So here we go: omgidontunderstandanythingatallimgoingtofailagainARGH! D: Or something like that? :D

In any case, I'm now "forced" to re-take it, and my knowledge/understanding of the subject has not increased the slightest. I mean, I do get the basic idea behind glycolysis/citric acid cycle/electron transport chain/etc. but the actual reactions and enzymes are next to impossible for me to learn. If it takes weeks to learn to remember someone's name, how long would it take me to learn some ~20 enzymes and their uses?

And what, is electron transport chain part of oxidative phosphorylation, or something. My notes are not being helpful much.

Ahaha, this is going to go so well. :D Oh well, I DO get one more chance after this, but after the 3rd attempt, I believe I'd have to re-take the whole course.

Maybe I should make its own tag for biochemistry. :D Except, I'm totally not going to mention it ever again if I now manage to pass this test.

...Ahaha, we fail so hard! Or actually this time it was Kuri-chan who failed. But I failed too because I listened to her. :D

Randomly, I'm daring people who know me IRL, to read this and know whom I'm talking about! :D I'm not ashamed at all for writing this. The truth is the truth after all, dearies. ♥

( More failure )

We're starting biochemistry lab tomorrow today. Ai-chan has been doing a good job scaring us with stories about how insanely time consuming the exercises actually are.

Of course, since I got lucky, for like the first time in my life, and got partnered with Kuri-chan, I'm going to assume that we won't fail quite that hard.

Talking about Kuri-chan, she just today went from intriquing to omg-so-adorable. If I actually had the guts to hug her, I so would have done so just then.

Besides she still is so damn mysterious and sort of withdrawn. Makes me want to get inside her head just to see what lies there. :D [/creepy] Oh, well. It's not really any of my business what causes her behaviour... even if I do have a fairly good idea.

Usually it's easy for me to read people. Kuri-chan is just one big mystery. :D But that's what makes her so interesting in the first place.
If only I wasn't so awkward around people myself. I'll still try my best to become her friend, even if I have absolutely no idea how to make friends in the first place. :D

Abusing blockquotes is cool.

Other than that. WHY THE HECK AM I STUDYING IMMUNOLOGY?! Totally regretting it already after one two lessons.

Biochemistry sucks.

I've spent the whole day trying to make some sense out of these essays. And I'm totally failing at it.

If the rest of you want to play genius, then feel free to do so but don't force me to participate too!

...two more to read before I can go to bed. Argh. :D

//EDIT @ 23:33//

That's it. I'll just study the basics and give up. If I don't pass this test (failed the previous one, which was the first time I've ever failed in a test), then I don't.

Whatever. Am definitely not taking more biochemistry courses. :D

WHY MUST I BE SO DAMN AWKWARD AROUND PEOPLE!?

The first week of working is over; five more to go. I seriously think it would have been better if the whole working thing was not in two parts. Because once this is over, I need to start worrying about getting another "job" for nine weeks next semester.

Anyways, the place I got into is quite okay, especially considering that it's the laboratory of the local paper mill. The whole place is a bit confusing, I doubt I'll ever learn where everything is. :D
My superiors(?) are all nice enough, even though I fail harder than... something that fails hard. And I'm asking way too many questions, it's not my fault that I have no idea what to do though. The methods are quite a bit different than what I'm used to after all.

I'll, uh, try harder? And end up failing even harder obviously, because I'm awesome like that.

You know what's ridiculous? That it's not freaking possible to study the only two subjects - that I'm even remotedly interested in - in ~100km radius of my current location! (or my parents' place) Though the possibility of me ever getting into an university is... quite low.

Well fuck you too, life. :D I suppose I'll just suffer through this schooling then, no matter how much unnecessary conflict it causes. *huff* If I had changed schools, I could have also changed my name sooner - because then I wouldn't have to explain my reasons to classmates. :P

Other than that, we. are. old now. Technically neither one of us (me + my net twin) is 20 quite yet, in couple of hours yes, but whatever. I'm still having a midlife crisis. :D Not that I feel any older than I did.. 5 years ago.

...plus I have a Swedish test... tomorrow. And it includes an oral part too. I can't even speak English (my pronunciation is awful), so how the heck does anyone expect me to be able to speak a language that I can barely understand?
//EDIT// 'En vattenreningsanläggning' is such a lovely word, watch me misstype it. *snort*

Hahaha. :D

Seriously. My domain expired because I thought it would be cool to delete my old email alias (I was getting way too much spam through it). Thus I never got any reminder-mail from the host(?) - they had my old email address after all.

And I forgot to pay... :D

The most ridiculous thing is that I'm not even really sad about it. I'm only annoyed at myself for panicking and renewing the domain even though it probably was already too late. I mean I could have finally gotten the other domain I've wanted for years! And dedicated it wholly for my omg-so-pretty art.

...if this doesn't work out and I don't get my money back, I'm so going to sue them. Or something. Most likely I'll just sulk in the corner for losing 30e.

My English has gotten way too crappy... I should blog more. :D

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EDIT: 10/15
Oh, they fixed it. And just after I had finished changing my email address around.

That's it! I'm now going to stop negleting this journal. I mean, seriously, why the heck I feel/felt like I need to have something interesting to say? And considering the fact that I don't have a life, there isn't much to write about.

Tales of Destiny Director's Cut, please stop being so addictive. I have tons of other games I want to play but...!

...I dislike the battles in Tales of Destiny 2. Even after ~20 hours of playing, I still can't figure out how its GRADE system works. Oh well, I'll just settle with gaining/losing GRADE every second battle.
I wonder if it is my PSP or what, but from time to time it doesn't register what button I press.

Other than playing Tales of... video games I totally haven't done much anything else. Survived the first school year just fine, started the second year and found out that I totally suck at microbiology lab work. And my lab partner isn't helping, he's pretty much as clueless about it as I am. We can always depend on others though. ♥

This PC is... crappy but unfortunately I can't afford a new one. Especially since this is my secondary one.